SHUHUI DA SUPERGIRL

perhaps the 8 months of long break have sorta pause my momentum to study, i really cant bring myself to study, and to add to this, people are all horribly smart, if not they are more hardworking than me. seriously, im neither smart nor hardworking to begin with, its a surprise i can even get my ass into nus. but now i know why im here already, to fall even badly. i always believe tt there's a reason behind everything you do, where you end up and all. anyway, my point is, i went for consultation tdy cos accounting is seriously chimmm ttm to understand. then those coursemates of mine who were also asking questions seemed so ready for exams already, their textbooks are all very organizingly-post it out, and i cant help but compared mine to theirs, its like seriously horrible. anyway, i think im too stressed lately, pimple outbreak on my forehead and chin, bad enuf. heaty food and supper is really unhealthy and fattening, but do you know i tend to eat alot when im super stressed? tts why exams are nearing. okay, i bet aft two weeks my size will be even bigger and surely heavier? i went ikea with the girls tdy, was craving for swedish meatballs, and i had 7 in total with a full plate of pasta, and before tt i had beancurd and rice balls at my school canteen while waiting for sy's lesson to end, fattening or nt?! and when i reached home, mama kept a plate of fried rice and one muffin for me. i finished all! OMG im sucha big eater :/ grrr. anyway im having SUSHIBUFFET tmr! :D omg, fattening or wt?! HAHA. i still wanted to reserve my tmr for revision, but looks like i hafta procrastinate again, bad bad.

- my eye bags and dark circles are really bad now!




see! my eyes looked even smaller now :(