“There is nothing so easy but that it becomes difficult when you do it with reluctance”
Like I'd mentioned in my previous post, im kinda down lately. There seems so much hurdles ahead, i don't even know where is the stress coming from? I don't really wish for school to start, im happy with my carefree life now, no work no stress, i used to whine abt how tiring my work was when im still working and now that school is offically starting in one week's time i dun really feel excited at all! perhaps its the QET, im kinda upset abt it I thought my essay was good enuf and im still skeptical abt the marking system dere, anyway im tryin to look at it positively so stop remindin me people! :( anyway im fine i'll be okay, its jus 1 semester, 3 mths! very fast rite? well hahaha, i tot i can really have my 3 days week ! Also, these few days i've been feeling rather emo, stupid silly thoughts tt really bugs me, im having serious eyebags! Many times, i keep whining abt my life, how its not like what i want it to be, how unlucky i am and being envious of others by comparing myself with others at times, but then again, there are many others who are less fortunate than me, who am i to whine and complain? and then, i start thinking negatively abt myself, how sucky i am and all, seriously what is happening to me?
my laptop is back with me, but then the capslock button came off again wth! makes me even sadder tdy :(
anyway! school is starting, *tryin to sound excited*
i got lotsa things to buy :D
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