this week has been a roller coaster ride for me, for here i am referrin to my mood btw, the unusual emoness inside me has struck again, okay correction, im not at all at emo person, emo is not the word you can find in my dictionary, its just one of the those days you feel like hiding at people, cover yourself up with a blanket and blast the music out loud and hope that the whole world could just leave you alone :/ but nope, i still need an income to survive and yeah bring my moodiness to work which i dunno wth has happened to me, im sufferin from an identity crisis i realised, im no longer the cheery frenly person i used to be, the hyperness is somehow gone and im hostile to people whom i know, especially to those who are close to me, or i shld say i can communicate with, i dunno what has happened to me, but its like when people talk to me, i answered like WHAT very loudly, definitely not in a good tone, den i start reprimanding myself deep down, questionin whats wrong with me actually! why am i ventin my anger on people like this? anyway tt a side, work is totally gettin the hell out of me, i feel so bored having nth to do (you might think its good but totally not, im always under the supervision of others cos im sittin at a v visible position but however im nt given anythin to do! or perhaps i do things a lil too fast which den, i got nth else to do! i dun dare to keep botherin my superior askin for work y'know cos they seemed very busy and i may just looked very annoyin to others) so, i start my solitaire game in front of the com but somehow it seemed to give people an impression tt im too slack! but is jus tt i got nth to do. boring work, i wonder how long can i last seriously.
on a lighter note, i'd finally made payment and proceed with my uni application already, i hope everythin can be processed by wed which is 1st april, i noe i always do things the very last minute i really dunno what course to choose! im a very fickled minded person actually as you can from the way i dine so yeah. anyway, my first choice is ARCHITECTURE! and i hope i passed the interview as well :) im gonna compile a portfolio soon
anyway i tell you, its damn freaky i actually overslept on the train today and tts nt the freaky part, i dozed off and woke up findin myself at queenstown station, so when i was abt to jump off the seat i saw one of the guy twin from my pri sch, im nt really close to him, nw im beginnin to doubt whether i'd met the wrong person actually, i started a conversation with him by askin him abt his uni thing and all, i think im at my half conscious just awake state when the conversation was going on, then i bid bye to him trained back to buona and when i was walkin home, i saw his another twin again! how freaky right! :/
HAHAHHA. okayy nahh enough said, i tried my best to revive this almost deadless with very pathetic readership blog, seriously ppl are readin but why cant they jus tagg zzz
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